Ohh mannn.
How can i missed out the fact that my other friend had engaged? Oh mann. Eversince i got the news later than the others, so i don't feel that excited anymore. Haha.Hodak betul semua orang nak kahwin la sekarang? Huuiii.
Entah, maybe i am wrong but i can't look at someone's face bila i am angry with that person. I don't like people when he didn't do his job instead he passed his job to others and get the title. Before the incident, he pergi gebang itu ini like he can help, he can do but at the end of the day there's nothing to be proud of. He didn't contribute anything. Nil. Just words. Sweet words. Emo tau macam ni. Okay bukan emo tapi disappointed. Please if you can't do the work, give others the opportunity. Others have their talents too btw. Takpe lah we will see. Maybe bila ada perkara yang berkenaan dengan i nanti maybe i will voice out lah. One day when the time comes. Sekarang lepak dulu. Haha. macam tu pulak kan.
And i attended the only class for today just now and again she said she was unhappy for the crosses she had to make everytime there are absentees from her class blablabla i guess she was kinda mad. and she asked whether we had any plans after her class and we said yes and she said something like "oh, i know from your reaction towards the lesson blablabla" and then she said she doesn't want to label our class pastu apabenda ntah.
So kena la lahar kejap then the people pun bagila reaction, bising la sikit dari sebelumnya. -__-
I don't want to say bout others, let's talk about me myself. I want to talk whenever she opened up topics but seems that everytime i said something like " I think..." or "Maybe..." , she ignored me as if she didn't hear it and that hurts me. Maybe my voice isn't loud enough ( ihaveloudvoicewey) but i guess she maybe wanted to say what she thinks first before that thing flies off her mind. But if she dah potong your words macam tu, so rasa nak bercakap tu sudah tiada. Makanya i pun diam je lah. Tapi bila diam dikatanya takde response pula. Motif tak motif -_- Another thing is that when she said things, she likes to look into one's eyes and say things. And when she look into my eyes, i feel ... entah i don't know but i don't like her to stare into people eyes because bila dia stare i will angguk angguk macam burung pungguk. Or i will stoned macam O_O. I don't know what's up with me.
Sometimes i pity her. Ya la, kesian wey macam tu. tapi what can i do to improve the situation? I tried saying my point of view, chewah padahal bukan selalu. Tapi takpelah at least i ade kot attempts dalam 4 ke 5 kali. Nak buat macamana lagi taktau lah.
Somebody, please enlighten me.
Love ♥,
dyaJ
4 comments:
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1: i think getting married early nowadays has become a fad la. it'll be uncool in a while.
2: ugh. i honestly cant stand him. evrytime he's around i feel like running the other direction. bkn takut, nyampah okeh!
3: i think someone needs to risk their grades and try talk to the woman. HAHA. ade bran dya?
You know what goes through my mind when I read that our class had been laharred? I thought, ruginye I was not there for THAT drama. Hahahaha... Now I don't even know the whole story. :(
ikah: patutnye u ade. then u can blog about it. hehe. nk bgtau kt die face-to-face, tak mampu sume org.
dya: betul! rase mcm intimidated in a way bile die tgk mata kite. pastu automatically angguk2 ape yg die ckp. haha!
LIN : Sumpah aku tak berani. Gila kau, aku tau dia tak suka aku wey. Seriyes.
IKAH : Sumpah you rugi tak kena lahar mcm kitorang tadi.
AIN : Tau tak pe. So dah angguk2 bila masanya nak bercakap?
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