Schoolastic.

One thing I learnt today.

Raising children is not easy, mind you to educate them; super duper mighty hyperforce dang hard.

I am working as a temporary teacher in a school somewhere near my house. Glad to get the post. I'll get money, i'll get experience. At least, it'll be able to help me during my practical, hopefully. With students like mine, haha, malas nak sambung ayat. I am going to teach students Science subject for all Form Two students and PSK    (Sivik Kenegaraan) for Form Four. Cuba kira berapa ramainya itu? Raaammmmaaaaiiiii. Thank God I will be there til early July so i will be able to join UiSF again this year. Though, i have to let go of the Scholars Cup. Takpa lah kot. Diorang kata, jangan tamak semua nak bolot tapi mana boleh tahan Scholars Cup macam best ja i nak jumpa dak comeycomey dari France kalau ada cewah di samping mencari pals mana tau tiba tiba dapat keluarga angkat pastu nanti dia bawak pergi melancong pastu terjumpa dengan seorang yang kaya baik hati okay stopberangan .haha.

Jadi cikgu susah woh. Whateverlah jadi educator memang susah. Dah la jadi cikgu baru tak kenal sesiapa kecuali penolong kanan koko dia iaitu my parents' friend tapi itu pun bukannya kenal sangat cakap pun sepatah dua je pastu dengan environment sekolah yang besar gila, nak pergi kantin pun sesat larat dah macam amazing race rasa. Walaupun begitu, di saat students panggil you cikgu you akan tersenyum macamlah you dapat anugerah pelakon pembantu tv popular sebab the feeling tu macam best ah, dia macam wahhh. Haha.

New things to be taught and to make sure they understand, okay kalau tak faham pun at least they know. But it is not easy. It is faaarrrr beyond the theories we learnt in any subjects in classes. Scaffolding, ZPD, we know all that but to apply it; hurm macam payah. Even Piaget atau Montessori hanya akan menggeleng kepala pastu vertafakur, menadah tangan memohon petunjuk Ilahi. See last last mintak tolong pada Tuhan jugak, ha tulah kita ni memang hamba Allah yang lemah. Jadi mari bertaubat dan banyakkan amalan.  Students especially in lower classes y'know ah you cakap depan dia menyanyi lagu  Irwansyah kat belakang. Kuat kuat lak tu, sikit lagi je nak duet. The girls are more into marriage mind setting. Betoi ni. Dah berangan nak kahwin ada anak dua dah ada nama. Okay fine la y'all early teenagers fine suka imagine but inside the class? And saying it out loud? Okay fine ah you're not mature but but but but.. isk. Yeah, i'm lack of  experience, this is my first experience being in school and i am trying hard but i guess all these are mutual lah. If only teachers who show efforts while the students aren't, macamana tu?

Soalan yang boleh melangkaui minda juga adalah seperti :

"Cikgu, apa itu cinta?" pfft. ewah, macam dalam filem.Haha

"Cikgu, mintak nombor telefon nak bagi dekat abang saya. " O_O Whatthe.


We mostly talk in Malay. But it somehow amazed me to see some students who can't answer BM paper. I guess repekrepek dan mereka cerita is hard for them. They should be more imaginative kot *ahem*. Questions consisted of 3 essays and they stuffed it in a piece of paper and i was like O.O  Bahasa sendiri kot bai. Hurm, i guess things should not be like this. Susahnya lahh nak ajar bebudak ini. Entah lah but i guess maybe they are still young kot. Entah entah i don't know. Kids nowadays ah very difficult one you know. Hish.

Ya lah kan, educating children is not easy. And it is solely on teachers. Okay tak la solely tapi mostly.

Gratitude to all teachers in the world.

Wah, macam post hari guru lak. ah whatever.

Nak letak gambar students, tapi nanti lah.

Love♥

dyaJ