What I've learnt these past few weeks/months.

Okay, since it was a success for me to actually send this via email, I really hope I could write more on this blog. Tiba-tiba rasa IT savvy sangat padahal some people might have actually done this decades ago. LOL. I've been very random these past few weeks. I read few books and I keep on quoting dialogues from books I've read. Like what I did in the other previous post. Sounds very cruel and I have to accept that such cruel existed. A nice quote on betrayal. (The word 'sham' amazed me actually, that's why I chose it (who cares lol)).You should read the book The Mirror Crack'd from Side to Side. The picture is taken from my trip to Brunei last year and yea the girl in black hijab is me. That was when we were on our way to Kg Ayer, a beautiful kampong in Brunei. I miss travelling.

What I've learnt these past few weeks/months (walaweh takleh bold/underline cis):

1. Kejujuran itu sangat penting tapi payah diamalkan terutamanya dalam keadaan yang bersistem.

Let me tell you, politik memang best. Tapi lagi best kalau semua orang tidak menanam rasa riak/bangga diri (dan sifat mazmumah lain dalam kehidupan secara berlebihan). I like this industry because I can see that politicians really help people in need (based on my personal experience). However, as we all know, in every organisation, there exists a hierarchy in which the highest will be the boss (YB/Dato/DS) and all and there goes org bawahan dia. But as far as I can see, selalunya orang bawahan sikit ni yang sama ada kekwat lebih atau pun rasa diri mereka superior berbanding orang lain. Jadi ini mendatangkan masalah dan memberi kejutan kepada orang baru. Lantas menjawab persoalan mengapa orang muda tidak mahu berpolitik. Malang sekali, politik bukan sahaja tertakluk kepada kepimpinan negara, tetapi juga kepada sistem-sistem yang lain seperti pengurusan pejabat, dan juga pengurusan pelajar di IPTA/S.

CONTOH Kronologi (politik negara): Bos kata mari cari masalah rakyat kepada Pegawai A. Tetapi Pegawai A tak siasat apa masalah rakyat. Rakyat tak dapat bantuan/mengadu masalah. Rakyat benci pemimpin. Pfft.

CONTOH Kronologi (pengurusan pelajar) : VC bagi amanat kepada MPP untuk disampaikan kepada students. MPP tak secbarkan, MPP gunakan untuk kepentingan peribadi, students tak dapat maklumat, students riot. Pfft.

Ze hell.

2. Harapan jangan sampai ke bintang, cukup-cukuplah paras lutut saja. Supaya, bila ia jatuh, tak berderai. Sekadar gores luka sahaja. Itupun pedih nak menanggungnya Haha.

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3. Usaha sendiri itu paling penting. Support hanya dari yang sudi memberi.

Dalam kehidupan (sama ada realiti/drama), semuanya menunjukkan kepentingan usaha. Support akan datang kemudian. Sama ada daripada keluarga, sahabat atau orang yang seangkatan. Kalau tiada support, tak apa. At least langkah pertama itu dah ada.

4. Paksaan itu tidak seronok, terutama sekali paksaan yang datang daripada ahli keluarga dan membuat pilihan itu susah.

My family member ( well actually my mother) insisted for me to become a school teacher while mon padre mauk kamek jadi educator (pensyarah lettew) when actually my passion for teaching semakin hari semakin malap ditelan arus kemodenan duniawi. I ain't really sure what to do now even though tajuk untuk research for masters dah ada. I opt for searching for a fun job but I realize time is moving real fast nowadays. I got an offer from California Uni for next year's intake but tak sure nak pergi ke tak. At the same time, I don't want to ignore my random crafts. And at the same time teruja tengok orang lain belajar dekat Cardiff la, London la. Sobs. And at the same thing I don't want to leave mon familia and friends. Ah, loser.

5. Siapa yang beli kereta bila dah kerja itu wa respect kat you sangat.

Sebab nak beli kereta tu mak aih susah gila proses diaaa. Lambat, sekarang baru nak tahu/mendedahkan diri. Patutlah siapa yg baru beli kereta itu sangat menyayangi kereta mereka. Hantar polish la, wax la, ketuk kasut sebelum masuk la etc etc. Now I know. Unless la hang beli kereta cash, itu senang.

That's all for tonight.
I miss you all friends and to my future husband, wherever you are, take care. Hahahahahaha!

p.s: Last few nights, I dreamt of Aiman Hakim Ridza. We were at a shopping mall beli barang hantaran.

I ain't his fan btw.

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