Solo ride

Last semester was a disaster.
I almost give up. I belum register sem ni lagi sebab I baru je nak give up, nak defer satu sem. I rasa I did badly last semester. I rasa I macam boleh cope with Master classes tapi mungkin sebenarnya tidak. I nak take a break. I tak bayar pun yuran lagi walhal kelas sem 2 mula next week. I am devastated with life. It is hard to travel every week back and forth to Bangi ok. Masa, kos. I was alone in UKM. I tak ada kawan. I make new friends tapi I despise most of them. I am the youngest in my class. I am the youngest in my office jugak. I have personal issues. I tiada kekasih. I tak mahu cerita my fears and worries to my mother. My friends are nowhere near. My SV said I failed a subject. I cut my hair and changed my hair colour.

I baru check result last sem, tadi.
Macam tak percaya I dapat pointer 3.50

I cried.