How could you to just ignore whatever you did towards me all these years and moved on, pretending nothing had happened. And it was so stupid of me thinking that you would fix things up because I know I did my part; I asked. I was asking for ages. I didn't hide shit under the carpet. I asked you what might be wrong all these years but you refused to explain. You said it's better for us to move on. You said we should not open our old dusty book. What dusty book? If there is a thing that is dusty, it's your selfish rule of friendship. I am so frustrated by this. You discuss about me with your circle of friends and thought I wouldn't know about it? But this is ridiculous.This is unfair.
I think you may find me a nuisance. Keep asking things that you've forgotten. Maybe you're happy now that you've found the one you love with a beautiful circle of new friends whom you treasured much. It's just me who keep trying to be in the picture these few years, my bad. I realized now that it's time for me to mind my own business, be whatever I want to be, go where ever I want to go without remembering things we did together years ago. I should find my happiness too with people who treasure me as how I treasure them.
I am so upset, sad with whatever you did towards me, ditching me without any explanation and be happy about it. That was cruel, you know. This pain is in me for years and it couldn't be forgotten in a snap of fingers. I know, I read that people come and go, but I too know that I was and still doing my part to not letting people go. It's unfair, so so unfair. I don't know if this is a sort of grudges but I really hope you would be given a chance to feel as how I feel today, one day.
I hope we don't see each other any longer.
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