I am vulnerable

I fought with my brother.
We fought hard.

I was crossed. No one has ever seen my this mad. I was angry an hour ago and am still angry now. I am so angry I shouted my lungs out. So loud my grandmother came to my house and asked what happened. We both shouted like crazy people. I wonder how my voice came put so loud when I am currently suffering from a sore throat since 1st Syawal. My mother cried so do my little sister. I don't know why they cried. That wouldn't calm things out. That made things become worse. So annoying all these cries.

My brother has huge ego. He intentionally tested my water by saying shits. I replied him, with shits too and he couldn’t take it. He insulted me, and that's when I started fuming. But he shouted first, not me.

I am so mad.
He has been disrespectful and rude and people like him is a pain in my eyes and ears. I don't think I want to talk to him.

I pray he would be a better, respectful, humble, and responsible man, towards our family and his future family.

I, on the other hand will try my best to be better in handling stupid conflicts like this one.