tibatiba : teringat | 03

'hey"
'hah.'
'amboih, lama xnmpak.sombong dah la ni.'
'la, sapa sombong, dak aih.'
'amboi, lain dah hang sekarang,'
'haiiii, sapa yg berubah sekarang? sapa yg ada kawan lain sekarang? sapa?'
'hahaha'


yes, i do agree i have my own circle of friends but that doesn't mean i'm not your friend anymore.
yes, maybe we shared so many things before but still, i remember those stuff we do share before.
yes, i never spend time with you but please do let know that i am not forgetting you.


its hard.because i never have the chance to explain.we had never been together anymore.


you have your own sweetheart that may always tell you what to do and what not-to-do.
your sweetheart whom i know, 
your sweetheart who used to support our friendship before.
your sweetheart who changed you from what you used to be.
your sweetheart who always be your bodyguard all the time.


but i am me. 
sweetheart? i just dont have any now.


one thing i want you to know.
i never forget friends. i never forget you.


p/s: how i wish i could never  know your sweetheart. dang! 
        yes, kadangkala, saya sangat kejam. Hahahahaha.


*****************


love,

[DuaDekad]

dua dekad. huish bunyi mcm barang antik.haha.
tp mmg btul pun.LOL

so, cepat je masa berlalu.dulu2 masih kecil masih belasan tahun. ingat lg waktu form 5. ahaha. kelas paling bising. haish.skolah2. dgn cikgu nya yg garang2. dgn muridnya semua pompuan, dgn kelasnya yg hnya ada dua utk satu tingkatan, dengan classmates yg bermacam-macam perangai. dgn result SPM yg lame, dgn xpandai add maths, dgn pegi skolah naik scoot, dgn pegi tuition sini sana, dengan kawan lelaki yg sikit, dgn badan gemok. HAHA dengan ntah apa2, dgn ape lg? dgn macam2 lah.HAHA. tp tu dulu, waktu 17 tahun.

 pastu naik lagi umur, dah jd 18. bile dah jadi 18, huhu, dpt pulak plkn, bile pg plkn, dpat kawan baru, dpt jd ketua kompeni, dpt pakai pangkat dkt bahu, dapat rasa jd mcm army, dapat guna m-16, dpt belajar new things, dpt kenal diri, dpat lebih ramai kawan lelaki, dpt kuruskan badan sikit, dapat pakai but yg tebal tu, dapat blajar kawad, dapat lebih self-confidence, dapat kenal Malaysia, dapat lebih patriotisme, dapat mcm2 lah. walaupun pergi 2 bulan je tp seronok. walaupun sebenarnye xde la best sgt. makanan die x sedap actually.tu yg leh dpt kurus sket tu. haha.LOL. tp tu dulu, waktu 18 tahun.

pastu, tetiba umur jd 19.bila dah 19, dpt pulak masuk foundation program kat melaka.setahun jugak la mnginap kat situ. :) seronok, lebih ramai kawan baru, yg lebih nakal, lebih baik, lebih dan lebih kawan lelaki,yg kacak, yg jelita, yg comel, yg gebu, yg tinggi ,yg rendah. dapat jumpa lecturer yg best, dpt organized event, dpt kenal org yg lebih mcm2 perangai dia, lebih berdikari, lebih mature, lebih menghargai friendship, lebih hebat-hebat ape nih?lol  pastu lebih banyak bersukan, lebih involve dgn senior2, lebih bijak mengawal perasaan, lebih pndai menanggung masalah, lebih pandai buat masalah.wah!HAHA. lg apa? oh, lebih pandai berlakon drama. brlakon jd devil lak tu. haha,  haish,  lebih dewasa la, sng crita :) 

tahun ni, dah 20 tahun. dah dua dekad. ada apa2 perubahan? HAHA. yeahh, bila dh 20 tahun, dh masuk degree, dah tinggal dekat shah alam. dah pernah duduk dkt kampus induk, dah tinggal di rumah sewa, dh kena masak makanan sendiri, dah kena control duit sendiri, dah kena shopping sendiri, dah kena buat decision sendiri, dah kena pandai buat itu ini, dah kena sedar tanggungjawab sendiri. :) tapi xpe, kawan2 sy ada.kawan2 saya yg amat sy sayang, yg baik dgn saya, yg pernah pergi rumah saya, yg akan pergi rumah saya, yg selalu keluar dgn saya, yg akan lebih kenal saya, yg lebih comel dr sy, yg lebih pandai dr saya, yg lebih berpengalaman dr saya. Yg lebih penting dan bermakna, saya dah ada kawan yg rapat dengan saya, baik dgn saya. sy dah ada beach friends, melaka-rians friends, housemates,close classmates,new friends. thanks kawan. thanks sbb sudi jadi kawan i, thanks for the birthday bash, thanks for the wishes, thabks for the presents, thanks for all the thoughts u guys have on me, thanks, thanks thanks. ily guys so much.friend forever ya! ;) woot woot woot! 

hadoih. susah lah nk susun2 gmbar neyh.haish ;O


p/s: and kepada semua si tampan dan si gorgeous yg WISH, THANKS A LOT!! korg mmg favourite i lah!

p/s/s: adam dah ada kawan. nama dia kumakuma,dia seekor tortoise.



love,hugs and kisses,

so long and goodbye~

mula2, Muiz pergi~

hari ni, Mr Ishak tinggalkan kami~

Coretan hati saya:

Muiz left us, on the 4th December 2009, and today, after almost 2 months, Sir Ishak, our ex-coordinator during our foundation year at UiTM Alor Gajah, leaves us. and that was such a shock news for me. i  tgh tdo bila i dpt msg 

" Mr Ishak dah xde, al fatihah~". 

masa tu jam pukul 5.31 pg. trus x boleh tdo balik and i cried, alone, after that. Waktu Muiz meninggal dulu, i x percaya, in fact, i laughed bcause i thought they tried to play fool on me. but today i know it's true i could hear my heart said 'dya,this is not a laughing matter, Sir Ishak mmg dah takde' ingat nak pg Melaka sbb a friend told me that solat jenazah will be held pukul 10 pg.tp x dapat sbb i ada mavericks pastu xkan nak pegi sorg2. i x berani~~~.tp pemergian diorang btul2 tggalkan kesan for us, friends, students and of course,their family. ktorg x pergi ziarah lagi pusara Muiz kat Johor.haishh, stakat ni mmpu doa je~ x de kemampuan nak pergi.maafkan saya Muiz, Sir Ishak. saya tidak berdaya.

p/s: please don't leave me :(  Muiz, Sir, Smoga roh kalian berdua aman di sana. Aminn~

love,

i'm not related to any HASNOL.thankyou.

i survived this very first week of this second semester with unexpected numbers of assignments to be done. lah! apa yg unexpectednya. motif. hhahaha. i thought this very first week xde la assignements kan..LOL.mengada.

okay.

paling best minggu ni,

1.  i've already entered both gallery yg dekat induk tu ; galeri Nur Zahirah dgn galeri Tun Abdul Razak. sronok. me and teha and ain actually pernah plan nak pegi sama2 tp it turned out to be me, kei and aj lak yg pegi dulu.hahhaa. xpela.nnti lain kali pegi lagi. ada benda menarik kat situuu. hahahahahahahaha. 

paling x best minggu ni,

1. still in this fake, sumbang voice. nak nyanyi lagu bad romance pun x boleh. haish. bila nak sihat? :(
2. oleh sebab suara jantan yg sedap ni, maka timbullah nama jantan hasil nukilan en. amir rashad in collaboration with en. ahmad junaidi. dan diketawakan oleh cik fatimah, cik farhana, cik fatihah, en. naim, cik marhanis dan pelbagai encik dan cik yg ada kat kelas.nama yg disebut2 tu dah la x sesuai dgn saya ye. HASNOL diorang bagi. H.A.S.N.O.L..eyh pakcik berdua, xde keje ke? haishh.malangnya, hal ini mendapat tentangan juga dr cik ain zubaidah.terimakasih. :) erm, kepada kei n aj, please stop this. i xnak nickname HASNOL.wargh. geram gila! korg tggulah suara i okay nnti. LOL. 

helloooo, i baru tau ada penyanyi nama HASNOL. i google td. LOL. i xsangka!!!

p/s:  j'veux ton amour :) - bad romance

love,

dya.dva

To whom it may concern

To whom it may concern,


u, 
i want you to be happy. for all the circumstances that appear in your life, there's always ways to solve it.Allah pun dh janji, bahawa setiap masalah pasti ada penyelesaian. what important now is, i want you to be strong because i know, you're stronger ; more than i do and i want you to wake up and realize that we are living in this world with purposes. ya, kita hidup ada tujuannya. and i rasa u tahu apa tujuannya u hidup di muka bumi Allah ni, i tahu u ada cita2, u ada impian.Sebab setiap org ada cita2 dan impian mereka sendiri. Jadi, bangkitlah kawan sebab i xnak tengok u jatuh hanya disebabkan perkara2 sebegini. i nak u tahu yang i, as well as other friends u have are here, to help u. u kawan i dn i nak u tahu yg i sayang kawan2 i. this is the challenges u have to face this time, but nvm, these are the challenges that make us beware of how tricky one's life could be. u mesti boleh selesaikan benda2 ni, u pasti boleh keluar dr benda2 ni. .i tahu u dh berusaha, jd yg tggal hanya tawakal dan doa. InsyaAllah, semuanya selesai nnti. now, semuanya terletak dkt u.. u yg decide apa akan jadi lepas ni. u sndiri jd director hidup u. u yg pegang kunci hidup u. because what, this is LIFE and LIFE is about REALITY.


wake up and cheer up.


i sayang u.

the best shots | goodbye 2009

Dalam hidup ni, ada yg datang dan ada yg pergi. 2010 dtg, 2009 pergi.

There's so much experiences i gathered throughout this year.  Hmm, I went for Pre-Tesl at Melaka then continue with my degree at Shah Alam pulak. U see, i've been meeting different people, new lecturers and friends, new surroundings. Kalau dulu dekat Melaka, we went to classes jalan kaki je, then we've got tasik kat depan kolej, petang2 kalau rajin pegi berkayak and everything. really sub urban area yet peaceful.  ni gmbar di sebelah ni time buat school project, a project where we hv to conduct for primary school students at Pengkalan Balak, Alor Gajah, Melaka.. and i'm their project manager. haha. x leh lupa kenangan ni smpai bila2. and credit to ema la sbb dia jd photographer time kem tu. Thanks2.

And here is the picture masa kitorang patut buat speech for Listening and Speaking class, alaa, dh lupa pulak. haa, see, cantik kan tasik kat blakang tu. time ni kelas dah habis dah pun :D haha. posing x menahan ye. tp idk, i like it, tengok la pokok tu habis ditarik oleh cik Fana kite. di Sebalik pokok tu la terletaknya kolej Tun Senaja, kolej kitorang. so, bila nak pegi kelas, just kluar dr situ, naik jambatan then walk and walk, climbed stairs, ohh, ckp pasal tangga, huishh, byk sgt tangga oke dkt UiTM Kampus Alor Gajah ni. wow. .HAHAHAHA and this pisture was taken by Teha. lol. mekasihhhh :D nexttt... hahaha

Okay, the both pictures lak is the moment where we've sat for our first paper during the final exam. hahaha. sgt la gembiranye ber mega mega dekat tepi tasik tu padahal baru satu paper je habis. hahahaha. hmm, these are the best among the rest i think. :D 

Next, masa tangkap gambar kelas for the second semester. hahaha. kalau semester 01, kitorg pakai formal attire,( baju kurung and kemeja + slack) kali ni kitorang pakai Pre-Tesl's jersey. HAHA, tempah and beli jersey tu sbb SAFA and to represents Teslians kat kampus because any other courses ada corporate attire tp kitorang xde. ye la, sikit sgt. ada pun 57 org. ish ish. kesiannn. jersey yg berharga rm54 ringgit and berjenama Adidas tu masih ada dlm simpanan :). haha, okay and this picture was taken by Hafiz Adam, sbb time tu die baru beli handphone baru. LOL. thanks anyway.

then, in the middle of 2009, i've got to continue my degree at UiTM Shah Alam, Kampus Seksyen 17. So, bermula la hidup baru where i met new friends. since not much of us made it to the Degree, so, kumpulan anak dr Melaka ni jd kecil. so, we hv to mix up and mingled with friends yg dr asasi Shah Alam and asasi Kuantan. ahaa, and there i met my peeps skrg ni. Kei, AJ, Boi, Lin, Naim, Mary, Sai and ramai lagi lahh.

so, the first event i attend with these peeps were the Ethos! Getting to Know You. (i've wrote bout it in the previous post.) but, the best moment was when we conducted another event, that is Qaseh Ramadhan, hmm, masa bulan puasa itu hari. haha. to cut it short, ktorg kena pg KL to search for dates. lah, ye la kan, sblum bulan Ramadhan mana ada org jual kurma. but it turned out to be me, Fana and AJ bersiar2 di Jalan masjid India. haha. here one of the pic . haa, time ni masing2 dah beli shades oke. haha, berlatar belakangkan bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad, kami memotretkan wajah kami sebelum meneruskan perjalanan bermega2 di KL. haha. Bersyukur ke hadrat Allah kerana mencipta tangan yg panjang kepada AJ sbb tangan die yg tgkap gmbar ni. haha :D

Okay. next.haish. haa, this picture was taken by ema by using ain's brand-new camera. wow. kitorang bermelets lepas kelas, kat tepi kedai seksyen 2 tu. lepas makan rasanye. hmm. i like this picture because we look like professionals lak.hahahaaha. perasan la lu dya!

yg ni pulak i dont remember the event...ohhh, baru ingat, ni lepas main boling dekat Plaza Alam Sentral. haha, hari jumaat (that's y kei pkai baju melayu :D) and gmbar i btul2 dekat atas bumbung PAS tu berdepan dgn surau. lepas ktorg solat Asar. haha, leh lak kan, lepas solat pi ber cam-whore? boleyhhh je. hahahaha. cantik lak lantai tuh. wow. haha. thanks to cik Fana kita ye sbb sudi jd penangkap gmbar. :D

 okay, this picture of Boii was taken by me! haha, mengasah bakat mnjadi photographer. LOL. masa ni, ktorg tgh practice drama Andre's Mother. time2 ni la ktorg sneak into bilik AHU. (idk, what bilik AHU is, till now) pastu kantoi dgn org library sbb bilik AHU tu mana boleh masukkk. hahaha. tp cool la dlm die, sejuk pastu background silver.cantik. tp x smpat nak tgkap gmbr org lain sbb dh kene halau kan. LOL. klakar pulak bile ingat2.

this another one pic also was taken by me at Lumut, the night before we spent 1 night and 2 days vacation at Pulau Pangkor. During that time, it was raining but due to the eagerness of cam-whoring, hahaha, we still took pictures! haha. cantik kan? haish, tengok la sapa yg tgkap. HAHAHA.

                                                                                                              Lastly, (akhirnya, phew) my FAVOURITE picture of the year! 

taken by AJ, location : Pulau Pangkor. haha, the picture of me and Ema! this one i hv to praise AJ la sbb gmbar ni sgt cantik. candid kot.Haish.cantik2. 

Byk lagi event sepanjang 2009 ni tapi x mmpu la nak buat summary sbb for sure x cukup2 kan. and some events pun ade dh tulis dlm previous posts. :D there are sadness, happiness. hmm, biasa la kan. this is LIFE.

Till then, welcome 2010, goodbye 2009.

love,

dya.dva

are you okay?

i discovered that people around me are having, dealing with their tough stuff.
i can't see but i can feel.

are u guys okay?

I wanna help but idk how.
Friends, hopefully u guys manage to face 'em.
Be strong.

love u guys always.
dya

hari2 terakhir cuti | what did i do?

what did i do? for the past few days. there are things that i did

okay:D

1. pergi zoo taiping. 

mak | abah | dya

 " abah, dah nak abeh cuti ni xde ke nak bawak bebudak ni jalan2 sikit lagi?" said my mom

 "ala. nak pegi mane nye? kan dh pegi KL tu ari"

  "jom pegi zoo ah", sampuk si adik.

  haa, terjadi la.

 ptg tu pegi zoo. HAHAHA.naseb baik la zoo tu agak best :D

lagipun dah lama dah x melawat2 binatang2 tuh. :P

lihat binatang ye.bukan lihat lelaki tampan.haish.haha

2. pergi paintball

Esoknye. pagi2.eh, pagi ke pkul 9.30? eh, pagi la, awal lg tu..LOL.bangun, mandi pe sume pastu i tolong mak, biasa lah anak yg baik kan.HAHA

pukul 1kot, my dad balik. dgn adik yg lagi sorg tu.

"ehh, ehh. nak tgok x org pegi main paintball? Jom la.best woo"
*senyap*

" haa, siap siap jap gi pukul 2 org ade game lagi"

" alaa, org x mau pegi la, bukan best pon"

my mom buat rolling eyes. LOL

tp last2 pegi gak.

Hek elehh. ape la lu dya. HAHA

3. pergi membeli baju baru. WOW

haa, yg ni adelah kes dimana my mom ajak kuar. katanya nak pi beli kain untuk baju sekolah my younger sis.

biasa la kan budak kecik tuh mane ade saiz. nama ja darjah 2 tapi, bdn nak pulak bagai dak tadika.

pastu masuk la Kamdar ye kwn2.

beli la kain ni, kain tu, kain nak buat seluar la, baju la ape la.

pastu nak balik. ade la nmpak satu kedai.

"wow mak, nak pg la kedai tu"

"ehh, pegi boleh tp mak xnak turun"

"ape mak, xremaja la x nak turun.hahahaha"

oke, die turun. berjaye ye :D

pastu, masuk. waaaaaa, lawanye. baju ade, beg ade, kasut ade. macam2 ada.

so pendekkan citer.

ade la beli baju :D

serunuk ye ;P lalalalalala,

4. potong rambut

pulang aje dr kedai mmbeli baju tadi. nak balik la kununnye. 

"mak, nak potong rambut ah"

"btol ke? kalo nak kite pg la"

" haa, jom. kite pegi tgk2 je"

chais. tgok ke dya? lambat lagi!  habis rmbut ku dipotong2.

berbeza ya muka saya. lagi comeyl lak rasanya. chais

5. berborak dn bergelak ketawa bersama kawan2

oh ye, xlupe juge ye.

bertemu kawan2

my ex classmates : Jiva, Raynuga, Evelyn, Tien, Chu Siew, Esther masa tgk Avatar: The Movie

pastu jumpe Rachel jugak dkat Econsave masa nak beli2 baranngan dapur. LOL

ber YM dgn si Jiva : mcm2 lak kan nak dceritakan.

ber YM with TESLians friends: Kei,motif bergelak ketawa di pagi2 buta? haha. klakar sangat :D

 Ema, ingat x kite borak pasal ape? i dh agak lupe. 

Fana, u mmg kena cerita dkt i benda tu. u MESTI oke!

 AJ, i pun xingt ape yg i borak dgn u. malas nak check archive LOL

ber FB. :D itu dah pasti :)

4th uisf 2009

jalan2 pg sunway. wiee~

adnan n jonathan

(first runner up for badminton men's double)

plus torik (first runner up bdminton single)

time nak balik umah :P

zikri org kuat pusat sukan

yeay, ktorang menang!

melepak dengan cowok2 UIB!

yg paling kiri : wakil uitm.fuyo.juara kot

lagu indonesia raya berkumandang~

ok last week, i've been one of the liason officer for the 4th UiTM International Sports Fiesta (UiSF) 2009. memula rasa nervous gile.malam tu, dorg bahagikan siapa jaga siapa. Alhamdulillah. i n Fana dapat UNiBA or nama panjangnya, Universitas Batam. so, the next day, me, fana n 2 of the pusat sukan's officer pegi la Stulang Johor, amek dorg yg datang dr Batam, Indonesia :) everything was fine until the next day we'd been told that we'd to take care of the other university, also from Batam, Indonesia that is UIB or Universitas Intersional Batam. So, i n fana kena la jaga 26 people from these 2 universities. OMG, the event was toot, the management was tooot jugak. we as L.O (short form for liason offcer) terpaksa gak la tebal muka dgn atlet2 smua. the worst part was the caterer. leh lak lambat hantar makanan! pukul 9 ade game 8.40 x smpai lg makanan!! haish.motif sgt.Tiring but enjoyable and full with experiences.

Sronok sgt dapat jaga dorang. we've met new friends; from UNiBA : jonathan,adnan,yadi,torik,sudin,ariel,dayat etc etc n dr UIB : louis, sally,dyco,deni, rangga,johnny,dedi,mono,raja etc etc.

best thing best. i learnt new things bout life that cannot be describe with words :D

it's about FARHANA FAZIL

fana.

paana.

pana.

ana.

aku megumi.

fana zidane

nama2 di atas = farhana fazil

siapa farhana fazil?

*die kwn saya~ budak kota sarang semut, kedah. die ade 4 adek bradek. die sgt mereng.terima kasih~

mane ntah kenal die?

*ooooo, time foundation haritu. she was in the same class as me. till now~ :D

ape ye first impression kat die?

*hmm, memule x kenal pun.ntah macmane ntah tetibe kenal.pastu ingat die ni dak baik, warak, tawaduk dn yg sewaktu dengannye sebab die dulu sekolah agama woooo~~~ takut gak mule2 tuh~ takut kena seleshimo dgn die.HAHA

ape jd sampai sekarang?

* masih same2. masih same kelas, masih jalan ramai2 same2. saye sayang die. walopon die suke x ambik peduli, sng ckp die kurg peka,hehe tapi die mmg cool(cover balik,fuhhhh~ LOL) walopon die suke bola, saye x suke, xpe...saya rela.haha.walopon die suke potong rambut dan saye x suke, xpe.rambut die yg kene potong bukan rambut saye.walopon die x suke makan sayur dan saye suke, xpe sebab badan die yg x berzat, bukan badan saye.haha.

tapi pape pun.

saye sayang gak la kat dia.sikit sikit. HAHAHA

farhana fazil :D haha.

saya sayang kamu

kamu,kamu....
ye...kamu la..

nak tau x?

nak dengar cerita saya?

saya cerita eh?

1,2,3.....

kamu tau,
dulu kan, saya sering cakap dengan diri saya sendiri.
monolog dalaman.
dekat mana2 la.kdg2 dekat rumah, bilik...,
saya selalu cakap kat diri saya,

" cinta itu buta, jgn bercinta sbb ianya akan merosakkan jiwa"

betul, saya slalu cakap macam tu.

tiada istilah balak,boyfriend,sayang,honey dlm hdup saya.
saya x mcm roomate2 saya, malam2 dorg sembang dgn boyfriend~
gelak2, n kadang2 nangis2 pun ada.

saya hanya saya
sorang2.diam2.hanya tgk dan dengar.

hanya 2 perkara buat saya gembira dan kadang2 buat saya berduka:
1. keluarga saya
2.rakan2 saya

keluarga, semua org ada keluarga kan.n yg pasti semua org sayang dengan keluarga masing2.

tapi bila cakap pasal kawan2, lain sikit.
saya sayang kawan2 saya.
sangat sayang. tp kawan2 saya x taw rasanya..

saya xtunjuk rasa sayang tu,
sebab saya malu~
malu sangat.heh.

skarang saya dah ada kawan baru.
kawan dkt tmpat saya study skarang.
dan saya dah pun sayang kat dorg.

cepat betul.
saya pun xsangka secepat itu saya sayang dorg.
hmmmm~

x kesahla pape pun.

yg penting...,

saya nak kamu tahu

yang

saya sayang kamu

SEBAB

kamu kawan saya~~



selama ini
ku mencari2
teman yang sejati
buat nmenemani perjuangan suci

ku bersyukur kini
padamu Ilahi,
teman yang dicari
selama ini
telah ku temui~

computer class :))

woa.
i'm impress!!

fana was looking at me because she's jealous of me since i can access the blog but she can't. eventhough she dont have any! kan fana kan???
hakhakhak! jgn marah!

aziem pulak tgh sengsara tunggu facebook die log in!

hua.hua.

ain tgh tayang phone die yg baru~~fuiyoh!

kesian korang!

dya: gmbira selepas breakfast~~

dendam yg terpendam

"memaafkan musuh lebih baik daripada menyimpan dendam yg memakan diri" kata seorang guru tp
bolehkah aku menuruti kata2 itu???!

dendam.revenge.
siape yg xada dendam?semua org ada.
tp dendam aku dah lama.
dh lapuk.mana mungkin aku lupa.

wajah wajah itu, masih ada di minda
siapa kata kawan x mkn kawan?
dulu mungkin aku x percaya tapi skarang........................,
jgn tanya.

semalam,peristiwa lama dibongkar lagi,
luka yg lama berdarah kembali.
sedih2.tp x terucap.
mahu diceritakan pada siapa?
siapa?
emak?
abah?

dulu,aku ini bergelandangan.dibuang tanpa simpati.
kini aku ingin dikutip kembali.
diajak kesana kemari.
berbicara itu dan ini. x berhenti.

maaf? mereka tdk pernah mengucapkannya.
mengapa? sebab mereka sudah lupa.

pelanduk seringkali melupakan jerat tetapi jerat x pernah lupakan pelanduk.
akulah jerat itu.


kecewa tp x mengapa..,TUHAN ada!~~

dya: senyum tapi x gembira :))