boosantai ;) | indrarjuna.

tau tak,
sesetengah manusia tak sedar yang dia telah,sedang atau pun baru melukakan hati orang. ala, senang cerita "kau bagi orang kecik hati tapi kau tak sedar." tapi okay la kan, sebab yang selalu buat macam ni adalah di kalangan kawan2 kita pastu nanti jap lagi tak sampai sejam mesti dia akan mintak maaf la kan. alaa, kecik hati kecil kecilan je. apa lah sangat.

tapi
ada jugak yang buat benda yg bukan setakat kecilkan hati, tapi siap boleh menimbulkan kemarahan, dia sedar tapi tak minta maaf time time tu, tapi kejap lagi, esok ke, lusa ke, waima dua tahun kemudian. macam " wey, aku tengok result muet kau, aku tahu aku salah, aku menyesal tapi aku minta maaf nanti je la bila kau dah okay. "  Haha. ada ke macam ni? adaaaa~

malangnya, masih wujud manusia yang tahu dia sedang mengecilkan hati orang, ah, bukan setakat kecil hati, tapi siap boleh menimbulkan kemarahan dan kekecewaan, yayaya, dia sedar tapi dia buat buat macam innocent, naive. konon dia tak bersalah, paling baik, dan tak tau apa2. Tak, ni bukan macam mengumpat belakang2. itu dah biasa. Macam mana nak bagi contoh eh? Entahlah. maybe bila u come across it baru you tahu macamana. :D:D


Kesimpulannya, bukan semua benda yang you cuba atau sedang nak buat, orang tak tahu. kadang2, dengan memerhati tingkah laku you, orang boleh predict apa yang you cuba nak buat. Orang akan tahu dan orang akan berhati-hati bila nak bergaul dengan you. Silap silap, orang akan tak suka dan benci you habis-habisan dan prejudis yang berpanjangan.. feewiit 

Orang dulu dengan orang sekarang lain. itu kata sesetengah orang. Entah. malas nak fikir.
Pfft *tapi dulu2 orang tak kata 'Wth', diorang kata "Cis, Bedebah!"  Haha.

p.s : Pelanduk selalu lupakan jerat tapi jerat tak pernah lupakan pelanduk. Nak nak pulak jerat yg psyshic dan boleh smell evil! Hahaha. woohoho.


love♥,

who am i?

" biarkan hati berbisik? meh sini aku bisik kat kau!"

ewah. ada pulak ya hamba Allah yang x puas hati dengan Url blog i.
helo. dengar ye wahai hamba Allah, bisik2 ni hanya diaplikasikan untuk i okay?
You x layak nak bisik2 dekat i. kalau you berani sgt, benci sgt dekat i, mari dtg depan dan cakap.
Luahkan apa yg xpuas hati sangat!
Haish.

Tolong lah.
Perkara yg i paling x suka adalah bergaduh tapi kalau terpaksa, i haruslah la cari jalan terbaik untuk selesaikan. Tolong lah. dah besar kot. Umur pun dah banyak. yang nak cari pasal tu kenapa?

Beach Friends ahlinya ada empat ; Kei, Ema, AJ dgn I. so apa la agaknya yg kitorg buat salah kat you or your friend our your family sampai you nak cari pasal tanya soalan yang merepek2 bagai ni?

You tahu x, kitorang langsung la tak sangka dalam umur2 macam ni masih da orang yang berperangai macam ni. Apa, you x puas hati tengok kitorang rapat, bergembira sini sana, ketawa2 n such? Why? bgtau reasons. Jangan serang2. cari jalan penyelesaian yang baik atau sebenarnya you dah x mampu menahan perasaan melihat keakraban kami berempat? oh, puh-lease la. You pegi cari kawan2 and reka, bentuklah satu kumpulan kawan you sendiri. Kitorang berempat x pernah  nak rasa semak ke, terkongkong ke apa dengan adanya Beach Friends sebab kitorang bukannya x berkawan dgn orang lain.  Jadi kenapa you pulak perlu ada rasa semak melihat kitorang?

You kata kitorng x matang bila ada group Beach Friend tapi you x rasa ke you tu yang lebih x matang dengan menuduh dan bercakap perkara2 dusta tanpa ada usul periksa?

Kesabaran i mula tercabar bila you kata i dengan ema sebagai S*****. perlu ke nak ckp macam tu? kalau you anggap perkara tu gurauan, pada i, itu dah bukan lagi perkara kelakar and maaf la sebab i baru je cakap perkataan V*** dekat you. sorry la.

p/s: I dah cuba bertenang tapi bila u cakap i S*****, sabar i pun ada hadnya. Semoga Allah ampunkan dosa i dan you. Amin.

love ♥,

baiklah baiklah.
check check one two.


you know, these are nothing more than just words.
mined you, these are just words.


this is not about people around you, 
people surround the other person beside you
or anyone else that may bumped into you or any other strangers that you may see by the road side.
this is about me. the one who uphold the real, not virtual feelings inside me.
you never know what i may think about you,
or what i may feel towards you,
you never know what i feel when i'm laughing of my or your absurd jokes or
why did i cry silently, pathetically by the bookshelves in the library.
you never know why did i say things that may make you feel uncomfortable nor
why did i try to convince you with certain things that may make you want to argue more.
you never know why did i talk and cried in my sleep nor why did i love my hair so much :)


plus, you never know why did i trust you more than i trust my own brother
nor why did i call you whenever i am bored




because this is me.


where i will never ever let you know.






p/s: remember, i can smell evil LOL!

love ♥,

tibatiba : mimpi indah 05

hey hey.

jom,

tarik nafas, 

dan

pejamkan mata

selamat malam dunia. :)

p/s: harap2 mimpi indah. i ♥ u  :D

love ♥

tibatiba : kezuzu 04

ho.okay. tomorrow is the day.
the day ktorg pegi zoo with the kiddies.
td when i looked at the name list, i saw a name.
adam firdaus. wow. best nya nama. ;p
i don't know. i suka nama adam. Haha!.
ntah la. hari ni i byk mengarut. Lol.

****************************

okay. let's move on to more serious matter.

mcm ni ya kawan2. i mmg suka ketawa,

gelak merepek n such. but u see no one had ever know the real colour of me.

siapa dya? modelkah? 

mcm laut.

misteri.

nampak tenang dan berombak lembut tapi di dasarnya berjuta benda yg x pernah manusia teroka.

haiwan yg xpernah manusia nampak, perkara yg x pernah manusia fikirkan.

mungkin ada kapal karam, 

mungkin ada haiwan prasejarah, 

mungkin ada fosil, mungkin juga ada harta karun.

mcm tu jugak saya. saya x kisah. saya nmpak gembira, almost all the time.

tapi benda dahsyat pernah berlaku. 

dan saya xpernah lupakan semuanya. ya semuanya.

bila awak muncul balik, kisah dulu berulang balik.

satu persatu mcm scene movie My Name Is Khan yg sy tonton semalam.best woh!

saya mungkin dah maafkan awak. tapi mana mungkin saya lupa apa yg awak buat dekat saya.

ouh, kata lah saya pendendam, saya x kisah. 

awak bgtau la semua org. awak bgtau la kekasih awak, awk bgtau la kawan2 awk.

bgtau yg saya ni la yg jahat, yg lari dr awak, yg xnak kawan dengan awk, yg x add awak kat facebook.

awak perempuan, saya pun sama.

awak pernah jd kawan baik saya. dan saya hargai itu.

tp awak lukakan hati saya. dan saya x suka awak buat mcm tu.

ouh saya sedih. 

p/s: saya dah maafkan awak okay.  tp MUSTAHIL saya lupakan segalanya dan buat2 x tahu. maaf.

*************************************************
zoo zoo zoo.
saya nak pegi zoo.
bawak budak kecik dan jalan dlm zoo.
Hahaha.

cool! smlam i pegi tgok My Name Is Khan. n cerita tu sgt best tau. best dr cerita valentine's day yg i tgok hari tu. ho, rugi okay sape yg x pergi tgok!! Haha. i pegi dgn Mama Jenny aka Kei n funny hair Joel si Fana. haha, thanks ye sebab teman :) terima kaseyhhhh ;)) huhu. terbaik lah sebab teman walaupun korg berdua gelakkan i bila i menangis dlm panggung. cheh je.haha.

i tau la korg pun nak menangis jugak tp tahan sebab dua dua nak control macho kan?kan?kan? Haha!!

p/s: to ema busuk. Calvin Klein paling sweet okay! paling sweet!!!! Hahahahahaha!
      to kei, aj n naim, ha, sokonglah CK dan jgn sokong DnG ema tu tau! LOLOLOLOL


love ♥,

tibatiba | 02

again, baby yg comel.

(masih xde kaitan dgn isi entry)

ouh. jam dah pukul brape ntah. haish. esok cuti. mahu buat apakah?
i wanna watch My Name is Khan tp xde org la pulak nak temankan.
my other friends yg kaki muvee ade kelas literature pulak esok. alah!
motif la mcm ni. 


so how?


idk.




p/s: ouh. x sangka mcm ni jd nya. hadoih.


p/s/s: ouh, ema yg cdgkan supaya letak gmbar baby2 comel :) haha. nmpknya cdgn dterima ema ;D

love,

tibatiba.

baby ni comel.

(sangatla xde kaitan.)

tgh2 malam buta, dgn anjing menyalak sini sana.
gedebang gedebung mercun.
dgn si mira-rara tgh buat syntax, bersama marhanis-nisnis.


i? 
multi-tasking ; doing assignments while YM-ing with some friends,facebook-ing, bukak gambar lama, dengar lagu, sembang2,dengar org sembang, tgok scenery luar, tgok cermin jap, buat nescafe, minum2,nyanyi sikit, main gitar jap.kacau momon tido, haiyoh. 


ya,i'm such a nice mischievous housemate.


merepek ini semua.


dah dah dah.


motif sgt.okay.bye2.

p/s: alangkah seronoknya jika perkara itu berlaku sekali lagi.

love,

next, i-city.

then, we trus went back straight away to i-city.
i'd never been there, so bila pegi agak truja ya. thanks acad sbb sudi bawak.
then, ape lg bergmbar la jwbnya. nah! but unfortunately, we didnt stay there for long since kei need to go back to his hometown due to his grandfather's sickness. xpe la, sekejap pun jadila.

sampai2 je. woahhhhhhhh, byk nya lampu, haish. brapa ringgit la bayar bil elektrik sebulan nih.  fterang benderang kawasannya nih, huiyoh!

jgan x percaya, dlm tempat yg ada snow man and panda segala ni sejuk okay. xde la ejuk smpai boleh beku but then sejuk die tu cukuo2 la menggambarkan situation yg kononnya2 ktorg kat south/north shining pole! LOL

maaf atas kualiti gmbar, sememangnya cahaya persekitaran yg tertlalu terang membuatkan gambar yg cuba dtangkap oleh jurugambar jurugambar semi professional ini kurang bemutu. tidak mengapa, tidak mengapa.

this last picture is my favourite of all, eventhough mcm x seswai je dgn theme cny kat blakang tu but then, pose mereka berempat sgt cantik ,menarik, tertarik, da bomb! haha.

psst, siapa tgkap ntah gmbar tuh? LOL

last sekali, ktorg keluar then we sent kei home before we went to pakli to hv our dinner.after that around 10.30 mcm tu, ktorg pun balik. :) n prepare untuk test keesokkan harinya. eh, prepare kah?haha.

love,

Kris allen-LAH

on 08th February 2010, i've been told by the 2-die hard fans of kris allen,fana ngan aj that kris allen will be at mid valley at 6pm. so, i was like, "oh ,eh? okay" haha because actually i dah baca dah kat newspaper the day before.. then aj and fana discussed with each other whether to go or not since we have our syntax class at 5 on the same day. they invited me and kei, at first i dont wanna tag along because first, i dont even know kris allen's song and second,  i dont have any mood to travel naik busses, ktm segala. so, malas la sng crita. but then suddenly they came out with the idea of getting there with kei's car. LOL.haha motif sgt but then x jadi because kei's mom brought along the keys. haha. kesian. yet, fana and aj, still berkobar2 nak pegi. so they decided to go there by public transportation. ouh ya, before that, aj had informed acad about it. so acad was like still undecided whether to go or not. si kei pulak nak balik rumah sebab nak pakai flannel. mengada. then, we decided to meet at ktm around 4. ok, so, meanwhile, fana and i went to the library, to print out the validation script thingy and had our lunch at the cafe. we went home after that. around 2.30 something, i received a message

" girls, korg tggu dkt bus stop sec 17 around 4 mcm tu and kei, u stay at ur house, we'll fetch u up"

hujan punya la lebat.to cut it short, fana and i basah lenjun.. haish.

then, we fetched kei kat sec 9 before we went straight away to mid valley. okay. smpai2 dh pukul 5.30 ptg. ramai sgt org time tu. we decided to split. fana and i went to the third floor (hu, nasib baik x ramai org sgt) while the guys (guys ke? haha) went to the second floor. while waiting for kris allen to appear, we talked. ewah, x ingat pulak kan, the next day tu ade test sociology. dang!

okay, at 6 pm, WOOOHH, keluar lah kris allen. woahhh, handsomenya..weeweet. i was stunned a few seconds la kan. huhui.mmg handsome. patut la si fana ni bersemangat gila nak pegi tgok. then we watched those people yg pegi ambil autograph dia n everything. meanwhile, fana asyik2 cakap while scratching my back, 

"huu, nak sign kris allen jugak"

"alaa, fana ramai org sgt la, i dont think we manage to get one" O_O

so, ktorg pun tgok je la dr atas si kris allen tu. i was snapping his pics with ain's camera. weow. dr atas, so xde la nmpak clear sgt kan. jauh.kris allen's fans were everywhere. shrieks here and there. haiyoh. ade yg pluk dia la, cium die la. :) haish. minat punya pasal. n then suddenly we saw a bunch of kids run towards the stage, each of them holds kris' album. 

"eh, motif diorg boleh jumpa kris allen? fana, u nak tak? JOM!"

then ktorg pun lari mcm apa lagi turun to the ground floor, bought each of us an album cost rm38 per person and shazzaym, we got to meet kris allen face to face, shook his hand and get his autograph! hah, ambek kau.

HAHAHA. fana was so happy i could see another side of her in her eyes. LOL. xde lah. at the mean time, i stil remember, masa ktorg dah dlm pagar berpalang tu, i searched for kei,acad and aj but xjumpa. i tried to call but i can't get through. smpai kat tengah2 tu baru la si aj n acad perasan ktorg dok melambai2 diorg. haish unfortunately, dorg x dpt jumpa kris allen. poor them.

pastu, fana and i stay je lah kat bawah, holding ain's camera, i managed to snap kris' pictures, somewhere nearer than before. lepas diorg tutup autograph session tu. time tu la diorang bg soalan pulak for those who are lucky enough to go to kris' showcase that night. haha. i was there feeling the vibes and the eagerness of his fans; mostly female fans yg dok terjerit sini sana smpai nak pekak telinga! haiyoh, geram! haha.  so lepas setengah jam mcm tu, kris allen pun pergi. semua org pun balik so, tinggal lah i n fana. cari2 3 org budak tuh. sambil2 tu, tgkap2 gmbar lagi.pose sini pose sana smpai la jumpa dorg 3 org tu. lah, dorg x sempat rupanya nak jumpa kris allen. alahai. except for kei, muka masing2 dah masam. mata dah merah, air mata tinggal 2,2 saat je lagi nak gugur. sedih sgt la dua orang tu sebab x dpt nak jumpa kris allen. since i pun x kenal siapa kris allen sebenarnya, i dont even know his songs, i gave my cd wit autograph to acad. because he was the one who brought us here. kesian la kan. lagipun i dah jumpa dah dgn kris allen tu. face to face lagi.HAHAHA. jangan jealous nok!

then, after that, we went for asar prayers. masih tangkap2 gambar lagi. kat poster kris allen sini, kat poster sana, haha. depan kfc, ktorg jumpa poster, kitorg snap gmbar. nak2 pulak time tu ade 2 chinese girls yg dapatt goodies bag from star world. we talked and tangkap2 gambar lagi and laughed, smiled and giggled. smpai la 3 jejaka tu smpai.haha. ouh, lepas solat pun muka dorg sama je; aj and acad. sedih. kesian. ish ish.  jalan2 di sekitar mid valley, we decided to have drinks. so we decided to makan2 kat pakli. then, bercamwhore kat i-city. eh, katne tu? LOL.

p/s: to be continue, the journey to the i-city.

love, 

dya~

hoh, i just don't mind

hoh, u know.
i just dont mind.
love me or hate me.

nak cakap apa pun, ckap lah.
saya gedik ke
saya jahat ke
saya baik ke
saya comel ke
saya manja ke
saya mengada ke
saya perasan ke
saya poyo ke

sbb saya x kisah.
asalkan awak GEMBIRA.
itu lebih penting :)


p/s: don't mind me. do care about others.

love,

hari2 terakhir cuti | what did i do?

what did i do? for the past few days. there are things that i did

okay:D

1. pergi zoo taiping. 

mak | abah | dya

 " abah, dah nak abeh cuti ni xde ke nak bawak bebudak ni jalan2 sikit lagi?" said my mom

 "ala. nak pegi mane nye? kan dh pegi KL tu ari"

  "jom pegi zoo ah", sampuk si adik.

  haa, terjadi la.

 ptg tu pegi zoo. HAHAHA.naseb baik la zoo tu agak best :D

lagipun dah lama dah x melawat2 binatang2 tuh. :P

lihat binatang ye.bukan lihat lelaki tampan.haish.haha

2. pergi paintball

Esoknye. pagi2.eh, pagi ke pkul 9.30? eh, pagi la, awal lg tu..LOL.bangun, mandi pe sume pastu i tolong mak, biasa lah anak yg baik kan.HAHA

pukul 1kot, my dad balik. dgn adik yg lagi sorg tu.

"ehh, ehh. nak tgok x org pegi main paintball? Jom la.best woo"
*senyap*

" haa, siap siap jap gi pukul 2 org ade game lagi"

" alaa, org x mau pegi la, bukan best pon"

my mom buat rolling eyes. LOL

tp last2 pegi gak.

Hek elehh. ape la lu dya. HAHA

3. pergi membeli baju baru. WOW

haa, yg ni adelah kes dimana my mom ajak kuar. katanya nak pi beli kain untuk baju sekolah my younger sis.

biasa la kan budak kecik tuh mane ade saiz. nama ja darjah 2 tapi, bdn nak pulak bagai dak tadika.

pastu masuk la Kamdar ye kwn2.

beli la kain ni, kain tu, kain nak buat seluar la, baju la ape la.

pastu nak balik. ade la nmpak satu kedai.

"wow mak, nak pg la kedai tu"

"ehh, pegi boleh tp mak xnak turun"

"ape mak, xremaja la x nak turun.hahahaha"

oke, die turun. berjaye ye :D

pastu, masuk. waaaaaa, lawanye. baju ade, beg ade, kasut ade. macam2 ada.

so pendekkan citer.

ade la beli baju :D

serunuk ye ;P lalalalalala,

4. potong rambut

pulang aje dr kedai mmbeli baju tadi. nak balik la kununnye. 

"mak, nak potong rambut ah"

"btol ke? kalo nak kite pg la"

" haa, jom. kite pegi tgk2 je"

chais. tgok ke dya? lambat lagi!  habis rmbut ku dipotong2.

berbeza ya muka saya. lagi comeyl lak rasanya. chais

5. berborak dn bergelak ketawa bersama kawan2

oh ye, xlupe juge ye.

bertemu kawan2

my ex classmates : Jiva, Raynuga, Evelyn, Tien, Chu Siew, Esther masa tgk Avatar: The Movie

pastu jumpe Rachel jugak dkat Econsave masa nak beli2 baranngan dapur. LOL

ber YM dgn si Jiva : mcm2 lak kan nak dceritakan.

ber YM with TESLians friends: Kei,motif bergelak ketawa di pagi2 buta? haha. klakar sangat :D

 Ema, ingat x kite borak pasal ape? i dh agak lupe. 

Fana, u mmg kena cerita dkt i benda tu. u MESTI oke!

 AJ, i pun xingt ape yg i borak dgn u. malas nak check archive LOL

ber FB. :D itu dah pasti :)

haiyo :O

i woke up this morning with my messy hair when i smell my mom's cooking and my aunt's voice.

haish. then here i am. ber-online.

dear naim and kei : i'm so sorry i can't make it to the english camp. i xde transport :( u guys hv fun oke!

p/s: lagu Menyesal by Ressa Herlambang sangat sedap! saya suka~~ wee~

btjcp h.mb la

haha. ape tu?

adalah~~

btjcp h.mb la. alknao.apxflnknbmn.

j.aykshsda.bkc.saxtayksasda.bbl.

blk.akikh.lg.fps.axflnknfo.almkn.

kdtdak.oat.kxnhfdksktmkrk.he.

nblaxsrdk.dlsrdm.xtlanakl.yp.axfdanf.

tlw.aaxpagl.ibkbmt.ejb.bd.

hahaha.

ape tu?

adalah~~

motif sungguh entry ni~

p/s: maafla.otak agak keliru skrg ni.itu je yg dapat dicoretkan.terima kasih

physically and mentally exhausted.me.

oh~
i'm tired.

physically n for sure mentally.

alahai~

penatlah. td pagi paper counseling.

pastu lepak pelita jap.

balik pelita trus tido.pengsan.smpai malam

ya ALLAH.ape la nak jadi dgn hamba-Mu sorang ni.

tolong la bagi hidayah,petunjuk.

penat sangat ni~.