Roundabout.

Hari tu pergi balik Shah Alam sekejap sebab Abah got things to do in Puchong Puteri (eh betul ke ni?) and we managed to take a look at my rented house. So we lepak-ed at the house sekejap before I realized bila kita semua dah balik and arrived home, I actually left my precious beautiful lovely netbook there. So I was scolded for being such a lousy woman which is somehow betul lah tu. Lalai gila. So yesterday, my mother, my sister and I went back to SA dan ambil semula netbook itu.

Lesson #1: Sila jangan lalai. Dan sila double-check everything before you leave.

Okay, on our way back to Perak bumi bertuah (haha) kamiorang singgah sebentar bersama KitKat ke Sungai Besar sebab nak makan. Roti Canai. Dan sebuah restoran berjaya dipilih, and so go into the house when suddenly i get the urged to use the toilet. So I went and it was found out that the toilet was locked and I went back to the waitress to ask. She said there was another toilette somewhere behind the wall but it turned out to be MALE toilet. And dia kata "Guna je. Takde orang dalam tu". Masalahnya takde tandas duduk tu. Takkan nak shishi di atas lantai? Mehh apa ini?

Lesson #2 : Sila pandai mengawal segala pundi supaya dapat mencari tandas yang sesuai apabila perlu.

So I was hungry and before I sit back after I went to the toilet, I asked la that man a kueytiaw goreng when suddenly he shouted, yes shouted "TAKDE TAKDE". I was shocked I nearly cried because he was that rude. He's an old man by the way and I was being as polite as I can asking for that bloody kueytiaw goreng.
Hilang selera selepas itu. Lol.

Lesson #3 :  Even Old people can be rude, nowadays. So be prepared.


I love to watch people and how they lead their life. I am so grateful to be borned and raised in this country. You know, everything was beautiful, tadi I watched devoted Hindus celebrating Thaipusam, and I saw lots of  kindness being spread. I love it. I love it. I love the colours of their attires saree punjabis and everything. Warna warni bro! Haha best gila. Terus teringat sekarang fashion dah trend colour block kan in which pakai baju dgn striking colours semuanya seolah olah diinspirasikan oleh Barat walhal I di sini kita Asians (esp Indians) kot yang dah lama pakai trend ni dalam kehidupan seharian dia orang. Baju turqoise seluar maroon and everything. Cumanya kita selalu tak nampak dan bila Barat uar-uarkan trend tu barulah nak ikut dan agungkan. Haih, apa la.

Goodnight.


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dyaJ

Yen

Hello lovelies, my name is Yen and today is the1st February. 

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dyaJ

Lindo.

We had our very first paper yesterday. 

And 

Lin's birthday.

So, she baked us, the classmates carrot cake and Ikah made scrumptious kek batik. And before we grab some lunch of the day, we played hide-and-seek ya, di fac tu pastu we played some ridiculous game by WanZu. Haha. Kelakar. 

Anyways,

 Happy 22nd Birthday kakak Lin! Lulz. 22 is the age of love. Eh! 

May Allah bless you. Always.

love♥
dyaJ

Slipsleep.

Hai.

I arrived here in Shah Alam sometime at 1830hrs with a new record of 3-hour journey only, where i'd never drove from home to here in less than 3.30hrs. So okaylah. Very good, traffic was okay, I didn't fell asleep and alhamdulillah, i arrived safely here. And Mak sangat amazed kenapa cepat sangat sampai. Ya lah, cuba imagine, kalau naik bas sampai 5 jam kot. :) 

Anyways, I have class tomorrow. Right, a class on the study leave and on Saturday, my very first paper, #-hour paper, Contemporary Literature. Gigih sebelum datang sini td I've printed the exam slips haha. Two. Another is for the 2nd paper, Sociolinguistics next Friday. Haah, I have yet to study and I really hope tomorrow's class will help me. Hehe

Oh good luck okay those yang sedang menempuhi peperiksaan juga. Ingatlah, keputusan yang baik kalau takde sahsiah dan personaliti yang mantap pun takleh jugak! Haha. 

p.s : Haah,memang buku kartun Apo? kat bawah exam slips tu. Lulz. 

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dyaJ

#1

Yesza. I've changed the layout since i need more space for pictures and I changed the header too. No more dinosaur thingies, I'm moving on to 'theNomad' hehe. I love it. Yeay.

Err.

So, what I did yesterday was..,

We had fun. Though it may be just for few hours. Okay lah tu.

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dyaJ

Epic moment

Hello mello schmello.

Dalam kesibukan hidup sebagai seorang pelajar yang perasan berdedikasi dan komited dalam menjalankan tugas seharian dan mengendalikan program program ilmuan, maka, segala penat lelah keringat hilang bila kita berjaya masuk Buletin Utama dan Utusan Malaysia. Hahahahahaha.

Tepuk tangan sikit. :D

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dyaJ

Could you see those eyebags?

Membesar dengan sihat di bawah mata.

Tepuk tangan sikit. Yeay.

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dyaJ

Spent the whole day with classes and these whole tiresome time consuming waiting time photo-shoot for debat211jam before we,

flew off to the NSTP Well Lit session yesterday on Kazuo Ishiguro's Never Let Me Go, a depressing good sci-fi novel. There was a very nice sculptures and arts exhibition by a local artist I forgot his name who lived in Langkawi at the gallery. I filled the whole page of his guest book saying how grateful I am to be a Malaysian to have such artist like him. 

Hahaha. Very propa one.

p.s : I registered for poem slam and talentime for the Alfresco. I am the faculty's rep for Squasy for SAF. very sporty one huh? LOL!

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dyaJ

Bukulicious.

This is so damn random.
I finished reading Queen of Babbles Get's Hitched. I love it to bits.

There is a shelf of books to be read. I hope I could finish them all before the year ends.

How AidilAdha? Moomoos everywhere I think. :) Haha bukan selalu makan daging. So, inilah masanya nak hentam kan. lol. Kerja? Ada je kerja, banyak pulak tu tapi sama ada buat buat terlupa seketika atau sengaja buta. Yeah, right. Bosanlah, bila cakap pasal assignments je mesti mengantuk.


See you when I see you. Bye.



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dyaJ

Gateaux is cake in French.

I found out both me and my room mate are in a condition at which we were like hanging on the clouds (no, it's not a good thing) and doomed to boredom and stress, yes life is a bit stressful when you have to send a whole-lot of the Creative Writing portfolio to Madam so that you can get back the mock-quiz paper this Thursday when you realized you actually have many other things to do, like writing journals for Research Methodology. Brruu. Or thinking about Sociolinguistics comparing journal or thinking you have a society to look for or a record-breaking event to attend to or paling teruk is HAVING A GUITAR WITHOUT ANY STRINGS. Boom, what's a guitar without it's strings gila? Haa. This semester alone, we did not play or sing, or make covers at all. Oh yes I did sang Yuna's song during the opening of the Entrepreneur Day last week but it was only a song where I had to go out from French class macam gila sebab takut Monsieur got mad and it was too short. Pfft. Plus, it was Fik who played his electric guitar so the feelings were different. Herm. And masa Tiko's birthday, tapi it wasn't with Aisyah. It wasn't in our very own room. It wasn't the very usual thing. So, here we are, staring at the guitar not doing anything about it since it is already near midnight, there's no music stores that are still open for business. We've been thinking maybe we could mock-play the thing but that is ridiculous and pathetic. Aisyah made few strings sounds, you know the greng greng sounds but it is not helping at all. We laughed at ourselves pathetically. We are two sad people stuck in the midst of boredom and of course with the tickling sounds of the raindrops outside. The sounds of the raindrops are our lullaby tonight.So I told Aisyah maybe we could hide it somewhere first before it wounds our heart more. Maybe we should put it somewhere in Aisyah's or my closet until we stumble upon the very free time to go and get the strings back on it. And we get it fully string-ed, I will make sure the first song I want to play is I Do by Colbie Callait. Heh.

Anyway,tonight is a cold night, colder than the other nights. As cold as my heart.Eh.

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dyaJ

I think hard.

I think :

Une, changing your name to something that you think is cool macam Yaa Cutey, Hunny Munchkins and letak gambar kereta, lorry, motorsikal and stuff are so annoying. That is so not cool and kinda pissing me off. Nama you pelik and gambar you pun sama. And i have to click at your other pictures to know, "Ohh rupanya you kawan sekolah i. Motif"  I just don't understand. Kamuorang dah besar kot, why so annoying?

Deux, kids especially little girls should not be thought to wear make-ups. They are just too small to have those chemicals shizz on their faces y'know. They are innocent, naive and cute little girls with cute gowns and ponytails with small teddy although sometimes they are little monsters in disguise. So let them be one lah kakak! Bukan mata berwarna-warni, haishh -_-"

Trois,  jalan raya di Malaysia kena ada lampu jalanlah. Tak semua, tapi at least dekat tempat yang gelap. Drivers nowadays dah lah suka pasang lampu tinggi tu lepas tu bawak laju lepastu line atas jalan tu pun dah faded, so risiko untuk terlibat dalam kemalangan tu tinggi sikit berbanding biasa. So macam kurang selamat for everyone. 

Quatre, people get bored because they are lonely. Like me, now. Swallowed in self pity, haha tetiba.

Btw, is it too early to wish "Selamat hari Raya, nak duit raya" to people? 
And a 21 year-old youth still dapat duit raya kan?#eh.

love ♥

dyaJ

So that's it.

Imaginations are just another pieces of thoughts. So what we imagine aren't usually become a reality. What you plan is not necessarily you accomplish. I think deeply, thinking about what other people feel if i were in their shoes. I experienced some shits too years ago. So, I just don't feel good to drag someone's someone to enjoy things that i enjoice(?) so much because deep inside i would feel guilty. Because i won't feel good to know my boyfriend (no, i don't have any actually) is spending his time doing something with someone i don't know. Yes i have problems, with those kind of things. I'm a freak. Say things, i don't mind.

No worries, we will be having fun and good times, with some alterations to my plan. Itu pun kalau you masih okay with everything. I don't know. I just don't know. 

I need some air. I need light coke. I am sorry.

love♥

dyaJ

3.45 a.m

" And we will be holding hands when we walk, climbing up the stairs or even crossing down the roads like what we used to do last times, when we were kiddies. Ingat tak masa kita nak replace pencil Nad yang you patahkan......"

                                                                            

Thank you for remembering the past, thank you for giving a call, at least i need it yesterday.

Everyone knows you're just so sweet.

love ♥

dyaJ

Berbeza sedikit.

I need to read good books. I've run out of good books. So i decided to watch hindi movies online. So when i waited PATIENTLY for it to buffer, the thing has no subtitles. Like i know hindi for bdehcu's sake, kan? So that's when Shufitri suggested maybe i should download e-books; which is indeed an excellent idea. Why i never thought about this? So i downloaded few books including The BoneSetter's daughter by Amy Tan and Queen of Babble by Meg Cabot. Mencari inspirasi, katanya.

(Please friends you know who Amy Tan is kan? Hint: Jing Mei, remember?Haha.) 

It was fun to know that there are a few books in you laptop and phone, where you will be saving a lot of money instead of buying the real copy but it was quite frustrating to not holding the real book. Like you know, silau lah tengok screen lama lama. So it was kinda lame and frustrating to know you can actually finish half a book in a night but since you're reading from your computer and phone, you can only achieve page 46 out of 242 pages in a night. Haha. Padahnya benda secara percuma -_-". The moral, belilah jangan download. 

Okay, tukar tajuk.

So sekarang we all know that LinDan won against Lee Chong Wei in last-two-days-international-event. Tak apalah, he still did his very best kot. Kalau berdebar hati kita menengoknya, berdebar lagi lah dia yang memukul bola. So aku tak faham kenapa ada lagi yang nak mengata umpat kat Chong Wei. Bukan kat dia je, dekat mana mana team sukan lah yang kalah. Macam team bola. Bila kalah semua nak mengumpat baik punya macam lah diorang tak main betul betul. Pastu dah la perkara ni berlaku dekat arena sukan je. Dekat dunia hiburan ke apa tak pernah dengarlah pulak. Mungkin diorang patut ambil tempat Chong Wei dan lawan dengan LinDan. Atau masuk team Harimau Malaya dan lawan team Chelsea. Hah!

So, macam kelakar sebab yang mengumpat ni kadang kadang rules and regulations badminton pun dia tak tau. or ni first time dia tengok Chong Wei main. So ya, macam kelakar di situ.

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dyaJ 

Once upon a hair

This is few months ago, before she made the decision.

Then she decided to keep it short so she made it this way :

Okay lah kan, not bad, and not good either. So so. But when semester break starts, entah kenapa jadi semacam.

Ahh rambut, jangan nak jadi chibi maruko sangat lahhhhhhhhh!

p.s : Kasihan dirinya. Huhu T_T

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dyaJ 

Penguin

So one day Hani shared a video on Facebook of Arms by the same singer, i started to listen to Christina's songs that i downloaded few weeks ago. Lovely and cute. I'm addicted to 'em.

Can you find the time
to let your lover love you
He only wants to show you,
the things he wants to learn too
The hardest parts you'll get through
And in the end you'll have your best friend

Love like this may come once
Baby it's fate like a soul mate
He's your penguin
Baby it's fate
Baby it's fate not luck.

Love ♥

dyaJ

Ketakutan

Dan bila setiap kali Ramadhan, aku lah yang paling berani

Tak takut gelap, tak takut duniawi

Sebab semua imaginasi gelap aku hilang

Katanya dirantai sepanjang bulan, 

Tapi semalam aku tonton berita

Bunuh cekik kerat semua ada

Nampaknya dunia tak aman

Sekurang kurangnya makhluk halus tidak mencederakan kita

Aku takut dengan manusia.

Okay lampu berkelip kelip *nervous*

love♥

dyaJ

Give them some.

I walked down the memory lane of mine watching a kid and someone older than her walk hand in hand. I guess that might be her brother, when suddenly another man came and push them aside to allow him and his girlfriend walk through the same path. 

Kids are also humans, it is just that they are smaller and younger. Thus, they deserved some respects too. Why don't you give them some?


Love ♥
dyaJ

Awesomeness just can't be that long; farewell will always come.

Assalamualaikum dan Hi.

Yes, so as scheduled, Farhana came to my house before we went to the 6th UiTM International Sports Fiesta (UiSF) 2011 on the 19th till 25th. And yes, i became the Liason Officer for my last 2 years team, Universitas Batam. Great to take care of them again after two years. Jumpa jumpa je kat pelabuhan terus lambai lambai. awwh. Good to know they still remember me. ;) Ewah.

Ho, ini masa nak hantar diorang balik. Two days ago. Kinda sad but i didn't shed tears kot *angkatkening. Padahal balik Shah Alam nangis kan.  Hahaha. Gotta go to Batam soon. I planned to go there since 2009. Nampak sangat this time around kena pergi. Cewah. 

Perkenalkan, ini Head of Delegation Universitas Batam, Pak Lagat. A very kind and nice man i should say. Yang bald tu TNC kita. I pun baru kenal. Pfft. Ignorant gila aku ni.

Meet these two budak propa, haha, tak ada lah, these two young men,with nicknames Nan and Dim, the badminton players. Both are younger than me with nice skills in badminton game. Thank God they won the 3rd placing in Men's double, they can actually beat Uni Trisakti but i guess they are too tired from the City Tour the night before; and Adnan was the winner for the Single game. (game? ah whatevs)

The whole team. Futsal, and badminton. Hilarious and funny men. Oh, the futsal team won the 2nd prize. Hebat team aku ni *bangga. hehehe. Some of the futsal players call me Kak Ros because i called two of them   Upin and Ipin. Haha. Cute enough these boys, i would not forget about them. ;)

Stulang Laut jetty. Where i watched them boarded on the ferry and departed to their hometown. Yes, this time i did shed few teardrops jugak lah, to see them waving their hand, byebye bagai. ;') I hate farewell.

The best thing about it is the relationship built. I just love the way it puts itself on the right place, on the right time. Good old friends, new friends. It was just awesome. 

Love ♥

dyaJ

Separanoia

I started to realize that i don't really fancy the idea of spending the night(s) at someone else's house. Unless i have something important to do or it is my friends' rent house we're talking about. With this additional extra 4 months at home, i am so in love with the house i can't imagine i have to leave my petite room and sleep at a place of unknown.

First, i don't like to pack my things up. I hate to pick up the toothbrush la, shampoo la, bath foam and blablabla clothes, tudung bcgydubj. Banyak ko tau. Lappy is a must. Phone, chargers, purse womenstuffblablabla. It is annoying because i have to think what things i should bring and it takes a lot of time and i don't like to feel stress to know i did left something at home because i gesa gesa kemas benda. 

Second, I don't really like spending the night at people's place because i will feel awkward, not knowing what to do after i did something. Macam okay, dah makan, mandi pastu nak buat apa? Okay tolong menolong orang tua lepas tu? Lepas tu lepas tu? Bukak laptop main plant vs zombies dengan rasa bersalah. I hate this feelings.

Third, I feel insecure. Takut. Tidak selamat. For example, if my parents decided to spend the night at grandparents' house; usually ni time raya, i will be the most uncomfortable kid in the family. I can't sleep because i am afraid. This is basically due to the physical attributes that both houses had. Both grandparent's house are partially made up of wood. Setengah kayu setengah batu. So memang hampeh la aku nak tidoq dengan lenanya. Selalu tidur ayam dan dengar je keadaan sekeliling, seperti dengkuran saudara mara atau igauan dan tangisan anak kecil mereka. -_-

I know i have to fight these feelings away. I will, InsyaAllah

It's quite sometimes since i sleep at someone's house. But just now, when Abah told us that his uncle's son wedding is on Saturday and we have to sleep at Tok's house tomorrow's night,

I FEEL LIKE CRYING MY SOUL OUT. Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu T_T

love ♥

dyaJ